Monday, July 31

1st time receiving flower

2day as usual we went to 1u for lunch...
louie they all plan to eat baskin robbins...
then me n gdah ate our lunch in nandos..
later ruz,mel,penguin n twins came to 1u oso...
after lunch,we plan to go bec college looo..
then louie wanna sit mel's car bec,so he kick penguin n ruz to our side{i mean casyne's car}..
so b4 goin bec to coll,we go jln jln n suddenly saw a flower shop..so the girls{cas,gdah n penguin} went in..hmmm...act i'm not kinda fond of flowers...huhuh~~maybe i'm weird!!then they keep asking ruz to buy for them or shall i say US!so,i jus keep my mouth shut!!i jus dowan to show how desperate i wan flower frm him!!gosh!!i'm not desperate oso lar...but,at last he oso agreed to buy us the flowers..huh!!it's kinda sad huh to force a guy to buy us flowers..hmmmm..nvmla!!i kinda into flower now.i mean uhmm....the particular flower tht i receive lar...
i luv 2day...i get to tok to him..n guess wht???he mmg babi!!he beat me n say "evrytime u say wanna belasah me but till now oso nvr belasah oso!!"...omg!!!i was lik duh!!u wan me to beat u up in public????furhtermorei dun have the courage to whack him in front of so many ppl+i tak sanggup duh!!!
ok fine....it's enuf bout him!
argh presentation tomolo!!!!!!!!!!!i hate tis!!!!!!!!!!!!!anyway i plan to have sleepless nite again to memorize my fucking monetary policy...so now i'm gonna oink oink 1st...b4 tht,i go take a pom pom ler.....
chiaoz~!~~

Sunday, July 30

26/7/06






mE,BB n JoHaN

shocked

tis morning i was chatting wit a fren..
i was telling him i am very nervous cos i got a presentation on tues..
uhuh~~presentation to u guys might seems nothing to worry about but to me,it totally freaks me out especially economics.i gotta understand all the terms and hmm whatever in the topic.gosh!!to be honest,i havent read through my notes yet.ystdy nite only i went searching info about monetary policy.but 1 thing gud is tht tis is a group work,so i hope soo will answer the questions 4 me.i'm afraid tht if sum1 interupt,then i will forget evrything..man~~then i gotta read exactly frm the paper.
hmm....let's stop talkin bout my freaky presentation...!
i was asking tis fren y din he approve my testi.it's kinda long testi u know???at 1st,i was jus asking for fun.but but...he wanna explain sumthing.he told me tht he broke up ler wit the girl!huh!!i was so shocked!he said he can't try loving tis girl.i totally understand the girl's feeling.hmm...tis remind me of twon feng.last time when i break up wit twon feng,he told me tht he tried to love me but at last he go bec to his lover.huh!maybe tht time i was so immature to tink tht it's ok!but not now!to me,love is not sumthing tht can be force...maybe can~~but u wont be happy!!so whts the point....???no matter how much a person love u but u dun love the person,plse dun try to love the person tht love u very much.tht wont work!trust me!love come naturally frm the heart.dun couple wit a person when u dun have feelings to them.
i alw say love is blind simply b'cos i can't believe tht i'm in love wit an idiotic guy.but as i know him more,i know y i'm in love wit him.i love his straight forward attitude n i love the way he is..he seems like dun care about anything but act he do.rmbr "love is blind" is only temporary...!
uhuh~~can u understand wht i wrote???nvm!!i know it's a bit messy...biasala kan ccl's blog?????!!!

Saturday, July 29

surprised

hmmmm...shall i say ystdy is a gud day???
morning i was freaking bored!!
no1 cum online n i was so stress cos dunno wht to do..i shouted n shouted at home!!*thts the kesan when i'm too bored at home*~crazy me~
then noon pulak,i plan to go midvalley.when i go out to get the bus,it was raining heavily..uhuh~forget bout tis!hmmmm....i enjoy the day in midvalley 2day.i get to buy the things i wan n have a peaceful meal wit adel.weee waaa!!!when u have plenty of money to spend,it will be so syok!guess wht???i bought a shirt in samuel n kevin-50% discount wo~~hehheh~~,mickey skirt{i target the skirt very long d-love mickey mousey) n 1 bag frm radioactive-oso got 50% discount wo..hahhah!!i'm so lucky 2day.then adel lend money frm me buy sum stuff ler..
huhuhuh~~me n adel shop till forget the time ler.i told mummy i will be bec by 8.guess wht???i depart frm midvalley at 8.gosh~~i'm gonna dibelasah kau kau tis time..not only b'cos of my lateness,it b'cos i took out 600bucks frm the bank without mummy's permission.i know it's my fault,i shouldn't do tis.huh!i'm so prepared to kena sound when i get home.dad fetch me frm kelana jaya then we go eat dinner.i'm so touched when my dad cum n fetch me n i felt so sorry!!hmmm...as usual,my daddy will bising at me...tis time i nvr defend myself cos i know i'm wrong!omg!!my parents almost found out tht i start smoking!erm..not start smoking lar,it's try only.anyway i only tried once n i guess i wont do it too often..maybe once a year when i'm really stress!they found the cigarettes in my drawer but luckily i know how to made up a story saying thts not my cigarette.yeah!i'm a bad gurl!anyway at the end my dad ask whether have i got enough pocket money n he decided to increase my pocket money...hehheheh...though it might be a small amount to u guys but to me,its a lot n furthermore its frm bc chew!u can't expect more than that..!

uhuh~~when i reach home,i go online for a while.then i decided to take my bath ler.aft taking bath,i c few msgs left for me in msn.1 of it is frm him.i'm so happy...though it jus say "hey dude".guess wht??when i open his page,he already went offline.argh~~so sad ler!!hmm...then i just chat wit casyne,tracy,johan n cnt rmbr who d.hmmm...then suddenly leh..liverpool king of europe appears.omg!!so happy n casyne nudge me.hehheheh...then he ask me whts wrong wit me ler???cos my personal msg "when i cum,u leave..i know i shan't expect more frm u but i cnt ctrl myself for being stupid."he ask whether is it b'cos of him..uhuh~~i dun have the courage to admit.huh!he might tink tht i tink too much ler.but i tink he know wht i'm thinking oso.he ask me to share my problems wit him.so we chat for a while lo.n guess wht???he says he will gimme info bout BMW cos i plan to do presentation on tht ma.hmm...but not sure yet ler.cos i have got not much info bout tht.argh!!stupid b.comm presentation....!
i know i know i'm stupid..i'm so so easily to be satisfied!!but to me,i'm really touched.at least he still care a bit for me.*nyehhehehe*wakkakaka*but leh...sumtimes i wonder issit he's sympathy on me???i dun like ppl sympathise me!!!i need sincere care n attention,not force to be cares n attentions....~cheh wa~~~ahhahahha~~~c!i'm too hyper already...
last but not least i really enjoy ystdy very much.....hope evryday will be a gud day!!!

Friday, July 28

boring friday

i'm freaking bored!!!
suppose to go out wit casyne n gdah 2day but but gdah dowan to cum out n the plan is now canceled!!
gosh!!!n now no1 online...i'm so fucking bored!!!
i know wht i can do now that is my preparation for tues presentation!!!but but....i'm so lazy to get it started!!*aww*
hmmm later i'm going midvalley wit fei fei...*still got 1 hour to go*

to my dear fren,u know who u r!!!
i understand tht u really wanna be wit him.but u must understand his situation too.he did tis cos he dowan to hurt u..n we all know tht both of u sooner or later will depart.ask urself,do u really wan a temporary relationship???ok!!!u might say yes but u will definitely be hurt when he leave n not him..dun make urself so miserable!enjoy the time tht u have wit him.he's also trying his best to spend time wit u.he wish to do more for u but he dun dare to simply b'cos he will be bec for his lover...i'm not blaming u n i have got no rights to do tht.consider urself lucky tht u get all his attention n care.how i wish i can all tht frm my idiot??!!but i will nvr get it!!cos he dun care at all!!!i'm a nobody to him.i just wan a very little attention frm him yet i fail...so,plse plse plse dun make urself miserable!!!dun make us worry of u,ok???we will alw support u n we dun wanna c u crying..b'cos we also care for u.i truly appreciate u as my fren n evrytime u're sad,i feel sad too...i'm serious bout tis!!!i dowan my frens to be sad all the time though me myself alw being so miserable...we must be strong!!maybe u will say tht i dun understand how u feel..~~but if u were me,then u will understand tht u;re far more lucky than me.u have a wonderful family n true frens...while me,i have loads of family probs n i still consider myself lucky to be in tis family.well...my frens...they will leave me when i get closer to them.b4,i'm not as quiet like now,but now i have no confidence in life.i admit tht i need frens badly as i dun have any siblings.even i have,but i dun consider them as my siblings.

hmmm...thts all for 2day 1st ler...gtg ler...chiaoz~~

Sunday, July 23

hey guess wat hmm u noe rite my motto 'i love myself' hahaha da second aprt of da motto 'n i love u too' dat means 'i love myself n i love u too'

sunday,23rd july 2006
2.26 p.m.

guess this fucking msg is frm who???
its frm ruzainie!!!
maybe i shouldn't think too much!!!
my heart tell me that this is not gonna work!!
don't make urself fall into the trap again!!
lolz~~~live life fullest!!!

essay for my english assignment

Chew Cher Lynn
FC 30

Last semester, Miss Irene assign us to do a CRP {creative radio programme}.It is a group work between 4 person in a group. While for this semester we are suppose to do drama play. This time we will be working in a large group n our group consist of everyone in the class.
At first, Miss Irene asks us to form 2 groups for the drama. However, we decided to work as one n we still got to produce 2 plays. Beginning it was tough as every one of us do not show much effort.
At first we came out wit many ideas and none of it really works out. There are ideas to do on "who moved my cheese", "homosexual", "caveman" and "criticize Malaysian government". Then we decided on "homosexual" n "critic Malaysian government". When the scripts for both dramas are out, we are not really satisfied with it. The first drama went on well until Miss Irene told us that FC31 is doing something similar. So we plan to change script. For the second play {critic Malaysian government}, the idea is actually given by Miss Irene and Lois wrote the scripts. The script written by Lois is not bad. But when come to acting, it doesn’t seem that interesting anymore. It’s like a bit boring and there are very few characters involve. So we plan to change script again.
For the first play, they change the original play to “Cindelala”. That is really a great idea. It is entertaining yet interesting. You can tell through the name-Cindelala. The scripts are well-planned plus Louie will be the main character-Cindelala. Henry is the director for this drama. While for the second play, we are still not doing anything yet. So we decided to come back to college to discuss on what we should do on one of the Friday. Then we discuss it with Miss Irene. Again there are many ideas from every one of us. At last, we decided to do on “World Cup Fever”. The idea is great. Suet Lynn with the help of Ruzainie and Joanne prepare the script.
During our drama practice, there are many incidents happen. There are happy and unhappy scene occurs through out the period. We argue, quarrel and stress in the practice. Though, we also enjoy the process and we do have lots of fun during the practice. At first, every one of us is not giving our 100% co-operation. But thank god we got such good leaders like Henry n Suet Lynn. They have the abilities to make us give our co-operation.
Starting, I was a nobody in the play. I mean don’t have any role till Suet Lynn give me a role as an old grandma and Louie is my husband in the play. Though it is a small role but I’m willing to do my best. Actually I feel bad because I do nothing much in the drama process. I try to help out in the props and stuff like that.
Finally the day we wait has come-the drama competition between FC30 and FC31. We come to college with all our props, clothes and all the stuff needed for the drama. Wow! We have lots of things for 20 minutes play. Thank god class is canceled. The whole morning we are busying with all the preparations for the drama. Everything go on in a mess and rush. Every one of us run here and there to get the stuff needed. At the same time, we are all so nervous. We are afraid that we might forget our lines and the play will not turn out well. I felt so touched when I see all my classmates are so unite and supportive to each other.

At about 1.30 p.m, the drama competition was about to start. Before we enter the lecture theatre where we’re suppose to perform, Louie made an announcement to all of us. He said no matter what happens, we win or we lose, it’s alright as long as we had fun through out the process. I totally agree with him. But of course we will do our best and aim for the best results. So we went in the lecture theatre after that. The first drama is from FC 31. To be honest, I start to feel worry as the first drama was not bad though I don’t really understand the story. And finally the second play is Cindelala. Though I don’t have a role in it but I hope it will succeed.
When Louie came out with his girly look, it already makes the whole theatre people laugh. And from that moment, I know it will surely turn out good. The whole Cindelala drama is totally entertaining enough and we are confident enough that we will surely win this competition against FC31. I guess the audience are impressed too. Every one act well and our dear Melvyn the fairy gay father didn’t forget his lines. During the practice he can’t memorize 1 simple line which is “I’m not the genie from Aladdin” and on that day, he can say that line pretty well. Good job! Mel!
Well our second play {World Cup Fever} is to perform second last. My role is to be an old grandma. Since I didn’t come the day before for the rehearsal as I had to go for driving test. I tried to make it but I couldn’t reach on time. I felt so bad. Forget about it! Back to our drama play, we do the play without a proper script for it and it turn out to be good. I’m so happy of that. even though we had quarrel and argue over the play and most of us never predict that this dram will win, except Ruzainie. I bet he’s positive enough to think that our drama will win. He’s quite not satisfied when Miss Irene chose Suet Lynn to be the director instead of him. But I guess he will understand why Miss Irene choose Suet Lynn. And the fact is he done a lot with the props for the drama.
After all the hard work and now the results will be out. We’re so nervous and we are holding hands while waiting for the results to be announce. The results come out with satisfaction- Cindelala is the winner and World Cup is the second runner up. I can feel the joy among us. Tears almost roll down from my eyes but I manage to control it as I don’t cry in public. However, Penguin, Meei Foon and Nicole cried. It is such a touching scene and I’m really overwhelmed at that time. Finally all the hard work is all worth it and we got 30 marks for our English assignment.
I’ve learned a lot through this drama process. The most important thing that I’ve learned is unity. Unity is really important especially when we work in a team. Every single member in the group is very important. For example, Syamsul, though he has got no role in the both play but without him doing the sound system, our drama wont succeed either. He can be a good tree actor as well. Besides that, I learn about leadership. A leader is very important in order to make things well. Though Henry and Suet Lynn might not be the perfect leader, but I believe they learn in the process too. Without them, the drama might not go on that smoothly too.
At last I would like to thank all my classmates for doing the drama well and I feel proud to be a part of FC 30. I will treasure our friendship and I wont forget the good memories we that we had. Thanks to Casyne, Gdah, Anh, Nicole, Louie, Ruzainie, Joanne, Meei Foon, Vivian, Dodo, Suet Lynn, Melvyn, Lois, Hui Xin, Cheng Kiat, Soo, Wilson, Azy, Syamsul, Yee Huei, Alesha, Andreana, Penguin, Johnson and Henry. Not to be forgotten to Miss Irene also. Thanks for the advise u gave for our drama and the ideas for the “World Cup Fever”. Thanks a lot. I love u guys.


*i got lots more to write but i really dunno how to put it into words.however,the memories tht i had in fc 30 will remain in my heart forever and ever.*
this essay is all truly written frm my heart...
i wanna say this again!!!I LOVE U GUYS FC 30!!!U GUYS CREATE MEMORIES FOR ME!!!THANKS LOADS!!!

music night in kbu

well..louie has already inform me about his performance since last month i guess.
i promise him to go and support him and yes!i did went there today.
actually i dont feel like going.nothing!!its just tht i feel lazy.*sigh*
i rmbr tht day in msn,i ask him who's going n he said ruz wil be going.straight away i've no doubt and promise him i will go n i will bring adeline along.
hmmm..forget bout the concert for a while..
i woke up at 12.30 2day.i lie down on my bed and think back wht i've dream ystdy nite.gosh!!it's kinda weird and scary i would say.i dream of i'm doing presentation on economics about monetary policy.whtever!!!i havent finish understand the topic well.i dream of ruzainie and he's ask me 1 stupid question.the lights are off!!and i whack him!!lolz!!and the whole class was like "woooooooo~~~~".omg!!!wht kinda fucking dream is tis??it make me so so so scared!!i'm afraid i will be embarrass on my presentation day.huh!!i wish my dream dun cum true tis time.
okok!!back to louie's performance story pulak.
i depart frm sunway at 5o'clock,fetch adeline and we reach there around 5.25..hmmm..its still early..i though it will be starting at 5,mana tau...
then me and adel lepak around the college ler.around 6 we went in the hall.huh!!not many ppl in there except for the performers.argh!!the kononnya concert start at 7!!wait there for so long..damn geram ler!!hmmm....finally waited for so long,louie perform ler.he's so so so nervous.he's much more nervous than the day he act cindelala.wonder y....???hehhehhe...later when he performing,we[fc30 gang} went up to the stage to give louie flower..wow!!so touching rite??to be honest,i'm really glad to have louie as my classmate.though he's the oldest in the class yet the most childish guy in the class.but without him in the class,fc 30 will be so dull.he's the 1 really cheer up n make us unite together.he's being very understanding and caring fren as well.i really love him as my fren.i'm pretty sad tht he wil be leaving us aft foundation.*wonder wht the class will be without his kemunculan* anyway he will be starting his own business in philippines.wish himn all the best..n louie...plse do not forget fc 30!!i hope u will still rmbr us 10 yrs or 20 yrs or even 30 yrs later.ahahhaha..i know u will rmbr tht i slap u in the "world cup fever" play forever!!sorry!!i dun mean it!!ehehheheh...ahah!!u forgot lyrics yah,dun u???

Saturday, July 22

happy for the 1st couple in fc 30

2day i went to college for group discussion for economics presentation..
my group members are casyne,nicole n soo..at 1st,discussion is going on quite serious n i was going through the text...then suddenly casyne mention bout jo anne..she claim tht joanne is very "ceria" nowadays...so,she asked soo issit she got bf ler??then soo kept silent till nicole said "soo ah???joanne's bf??}so tis soo suddenly blush n he keep quiet n keep smiling!!so we keep on asking him..
guess wht????!!true enough they are both together!!lolZ!!we've nvr ever expect tis b4..but i totally understand tht love sum1 doesnt need to have any reason..even me myself falling for a idiot!!but i'm happy n proud of tht!!*sigh* *lolz*
after discussion,we went yam cha..soo fetch us there..ops!!b4 tht,he went to pick up his dear dear 1st..so sweet to c them together..hope they will happy ever after..i guess they will last quite long as joanne n soo is a very gud ppl...1 thing is soo dunno how to behave properly in front of other ppl!!hmmm..wonder y joanne choose him??ops!!!again love is blind!!
aft yam cha-ing,soo drop anne 1st..but dunno y suddenly anne ask soo to drop her at the lorong edge so she can walk into her hse instead of droppin her at her hse..get wht i mean??nvm!!hmm...soo!!u mus have done sumthing wrong tht make anne angry!!u better buck up ah!!!last but not least i really "chuk fook" them!!!

Wednesday, July 19

fc 30 song compose by nicole

When I remember back the time we had
the time which always in my heart
The 1st prize in my life, we won together
my friends you mean much to me.

Our sweet memories have u and me
Oh my class becoming a part of me
Help me pass through all the sadness sorrows
You … my friends I love u

We are together… forever we go till the end of the world
We’re happy we’re singing … the song of our own soul
My friends I thank you for all the time … You bring me up when I am down
And I promise will be strong and you will …forever be … inside my mind … FC 30.

I always feel so glad … when I look back
the special day that change my life
My friends u make me proud … we hand in hand …
our hearts beat together again

I’m proud of our friendship … the bond we have
forever and ever inside my mind.
Remember me and the prize of our life
You … my friends I thank you.

Tuesday, July 18

hmmm wht a gud day

so i've decided not to be a fool...
i will enjoy life to the fullest..
so dgn semangatnya i woke up early in the morning...n yet i can be late to catch the 7.30rapidkl bus..shiat!!!i gotta walk all the way to sp..
then i was 10 minute late to catch the shuttle bus frm asia jaya to KBU...
so gotta go bec kj n take 1u free bus..
hmmm...15minutes late for mr wong's class..
when i reach coll{i mean my class},ruz n his group member is presenting economic development..whatever it is!!i dun understand at all...i cant find it in the book as well..lolz..
hehhehe 2day i smack ruz hand cos he's trying to steal my money-less wallet..*sigh*
and tht moment i know tht our relationship is just like last time...i kinda love the feeling...i guess he's rite...its better to be frens forever...frens last forever ma..so he wan me n his relationship to be forever ler...*lolZ*{jkjk only lar}
during p.i.o,its kinda cool..i mean its fun!!!
so sad...most of my classmates went lunch ler..n me???makan sendiri cos no money lor..its ok!!!i get to go bec early n oink oink...

tracy oh tracy i understand wht u're tryin to tell me...
whenever i talk bout mangkuk,u will surely kek sei...
i told u it takes time to cure but haihz...
i know u said tht for my own gud...
oh shit!!!i wanted to write longer for tis blog de but leh....too bad i gotta do my english essay NOW...damn it!!!louie just told me tht tomolo gotta hand in ler n i havent start a single shit!!!argh~~~

Monday, July 17

decided not to be a fool

yeai i decided not to be a fool..
i dunno it will take how long to recover frm the sadness cause????!!!
but at least i put down a burden n i got the answer tht i'm longing for..
2day i go to college wit a very very scared feeling...
when i reach my class,there are johnson,soo n ck in the class..we're talkin bout sum stuff n then ruz came..gosh!!!i really dunno how shud i react..i just act cool n tht stupid soo make funny faces..ok!!i dun care!!
2day b.comm class was canceled..*cool*{just love it!!)
then louie told me tht ruz told him bout i like him..i guess louie was kinda freak out cos i did such a stupid thing..n i was so confuse m i doing the right thing..the whole afternoon my mind was so blur...awww!!!
ok aft tht,we went kfc for lunch..we{me,casyne,azy,syamsul,mel,lois n gdah}went there 1st as louie they all gotta c mr wong..then later adeline came n join us..n later while we eating,louie,ruz n the others came...at 1st ruz was sitting beside me then later he said he gotta get sumthing..i was thinking issit he's tryin to avoid me...then again aft he finish buying his food,he's searching for a seat..obviously beside me there's an empty seat..n he still looking for a seat..then casyne ask him to sit down at the empty place then only he sat down...no longer aft tht,i went out to find adeline..i felt so so so hurt!!!
bec home,i chat wit close frens...i felt better but i wanna cry it out..its like evrything "kuk chu" in my heart..i wanna burst it out through tears...its so painful!!seriously i'm not trying to be dramatic...for u guys there might think its a lame joke but thts how i feel..u can humiliate me wit anything..i dun care anymore!!
anyway i take the courage to ask ruz "r u trying to avoid me??"
i know it sounds pretty stupid but i jus wanna know n i dont want our frenship being ruined..he told me tht he's still the same ruz n we're frens forever..i felt much better n i told him "yeah ntg can affect our frenship"..i know he's truly appreciate our frenship n he ask me not to worry...
huhuhu...finally i get to talk to anh in msn...i was looking for her for the past 1 week..i wanted to tell her evrything cos she alw give gud advise n i will listen to her..its simply because she's older thn me n i can trust her...i felt much better again aft talking to her..her words make me feel so relieved..thanks loads!!!she understand me well too..
final word tht i wanna say is "ruz i love u for wht u r!!!"
i will love him as my inspiration in doing things especially in my studies...i will proove tht i'm as gud as him..it may be pretty tough but i will try...

kebodohan melampau

huh!!!i nvr expect this will happen..not at all...
ruz ask issit i like/love him??hahhaha...
n yess!!!i answered yes..i wonder wht will he be thinking rite aft i tell him??
ok!!!he might say he dun care n its ok..but,i know he wont want me to love him..
he ask me to find a bf n the person definitely wont be him...
i'm prepared for this answer..frm the 1st i fall for him till now,i nvr put any hope in the relationship to be 2gether..
now my dream has come true..he know how i feel for him n he promise not to ignore me..we're frens forever..cool huh??1st time i express my feelings n i felt so relieve..seriously..at least i dun have to worry tht wht ppl say to me..
yeah!!!i know i'm pretty stupid to still love him though its a impossible relation between us...y???seriously i'm really ok wit it!!!i wanna love him n thts my choice..i love him for wht he is..including his DAMN personality..*lolz*i promise i wont die for him..>>i mean i wont do anything stupid n i wont put a single hope on him<< all i wan frm him is just be close frens n let me love him to the fullest..
he told me tht he like 2 girls in my class..tht is nana n penguin..omg!!i cant believe it!!nah!!i'm trying to be dramatic..{actually i knew tht he likes nana since they dance 2gether in the drama scene..furthermore,nana is kinda cool n pretty}he told me he likes penguin cos of the car tht penguin lent him..omg!!!he's sucks!!!
argh now its 12.43a.m...my mind is so blank...perhaps i just dun dare to think about anything..i'm trying to hold my feelings...i'm acting cool.. dunno when it will burst..huh!i'm talking shit again...
hmmm...tomolo will be school reopen ler...haihz!!so sick of attending class!!hopefully it will be a great weekdays...gosh!!i havent study for my econs presentation...supposingly 2day i mus read de,but then go out wit tracy n then cum bec frm dinner,online till now..ish!!!
uhuh!!!i hate my msn!!!y all the contacts gone???n why is the sign in so slow??gosh!!!stupid shit msn!!!!
huh!!!i guess thts enough for 2day huh??

Saturday, July 15

he says tht he only like me as a friend..>>friends forever<<
he says my personality is okla....
he wants to know m i really in love with him???

i'm glad tht he like me as a fren...
i wan more explanation frm him about my personality...{but he doesnt really care about sum1's personality unless the person is helpless}
yes!!i'm really in love with him n i dunno y...

ppl say when u're in love wit sum1,there's no reason y.it is simply because LOVE IS BLIND..do u agree with this statement??
anyway do i have any hope frm him???
oh god!!!guess i gotta stop dreaming..
y m i alw talk bout him???argh!!!!

Thursday, July 13

fc 30 drama won!!!!

after all the hard work for the past 1 month,we finally made it!!!
both drama won!!!CINDELALA won the 1st n FOOTBALL won the 2nd runner up..
we're so happy!!!we share the joy n tears..
during the practise,there had been lots of things happen..
argument,stressfulness,laziness and all...beginning,we r all not organise esp for the football but at last we did our best on the real day!!we even change the scripts for few times..
thanks to henry,suet lynn,jo anne,ruz,louie and all the ppl in the cast tht make the dramas succeed....thanks guys....i love u guys so much..i notice tht relationship among us is getting closer n i felt like being in the wonderful family...i really dunno how to put words to describe my feelings..
when they announce tht dramas win....omg!!!tears almost roll down..we were holding hands while waiting for results and i can feel the unity among us..seriously i enjoy the day so much...
after tht,we went penguin hse to celebrate the winning..though we're all like a dead fishes,we still have the mood to celebrate..its kinda cool!!!I LOVE FC30!!!!!!!!!!!!
all the hard work is worth it!!fc 30 go fc 30 go go go!!!!
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