boring friday

i'm freaking bored!!!
suppose to go out wit casyne n gdah 2day but but gdah dowan to cum out n the plan is now canceled!!
gosh!!!n now no1 online...i'm so fucking bored!!!
i know wht i can do now that is my preparation for tues presentation!!!but but....i'm so lazy to get it started!!*aww*
hmmm later i'm going midvalley wit fei fei...*still got 1 hour to go*

to my dear fren,u know who u r!!!
i understand tht u really wanna be wit him.but u must understand his situation too.he did tis cos he dowan to hurt u..n we all know tht both of u sooner or later will depart.ask urself,do u really wan a temporary relationship???ok!!!u might say yes but u will definitely be hurt when he leave n not him..dun make urself so miserable!enjoy the time tht u have wit him.he's also trying his best to spend time wit u.he wish to do more for u but he dun dare to simply b'cos he will be bec for his lover...i'm not blaming u n i have got no rights to do tht.consider urself lucky tht u get all his attention n care.how i wish i can all tht frm my idiot??!!but i will nvr get it!!cos he dun care at all!!!i'm a nobody to him.i just wan a very little attention frm him yet i fail...so,plse plse plse dun make urself miserable!!!dun make us worry of u,ok???we will alw support u n we dun wanna c u crying..b'cos we also care for u.i truly appreciate u as my fren n evrytime u're sad,i feel sad too...i'm serious bout tis!!!i dowan my frens to be sad all the time though me myself alw being so miserable...we must be strong!!maybe u will say tht i dun understand how u feel..~~but if u were me,then u will understand tht u;re far more lucky than me.u have a wonderful family n true frens...while me,i have loads of family probs n i still consider myself lucky to be in tis family.well...my frens...they will leave me when i get closer to them.b4,i'm not as quiet like now,but now i have no confidence in life.i admit tht i need frens badly as i dun have any siblings.even i have,but i dun consider them as my siblings.

hmmm...thts all for 2day 1st ler...gtg ler...chiaoz~~