kebodohan melampau

huh!!!i nvr expect this will happen..not at all...
ruz ask issit i like/love him??hahhaha...
n yess!!!i answered yes..i wonder wht will he be thinking rite aft i tell him??
ok!!!he might say he dun care n its ok..but,i know he wont want me to love him..
he ask me to find a bf n the person definitely wont be him...
i'm prepared for this answer..frm the 1st i fall for him till now,i nvr put any hope in the relationship to be 2gether..
now my dream has come true..he know how i feel for him n he promise not to ignore me..we're frens forever..cool huh??1st time i express my feelings n i felt so relieve..seriously..at least i dun have to worry tht wht ppl say to me..
yeah!!!i know i'm pretty stupid to still love him though its a impossible relation between us...y???seriously i'm really ok wit it!!!i wanna love him n thts my choice..i love him for wht he is..including his DAMN personality..*lolz*i promise i wont die for him..>>i mean i wont do anything stupid n i wont put a single hope on him<< all i wan frm him is just be close frens n let me love him to the fullest..
he told me tht he like 2 girls in my class..tht is nana n penguin..omg!!i cant believe it!!nah!!i'm trying to be dramatic..{actually i knew tht he likes nana since they dance 2gether in the drama scene..furthermore,nana is kinda cool n pretty}he told me he likes penguin cos of the car tht penguin lent him..omg!!!he's sucks!!!
argh now its 12.43a.m...my mind is so blank...perhaps i just dun dare to think about anything..i'm trying to hold my feelings...i'm acting cool.. dunno when it will burst..huh!i'm talking shit again...
hmmm...tomolo will be school reopen ler...haihz!!so sick of attending class!!hopefully it will be a great weekdays...gosh!!i havent study for my econs presentation...supposingly 2day i mus read de,but then go out wit tracy n then cum bec frm dinner,online till now..ish!!!
uhuh!!!i hate my msn!!!y all the contacts gone???n why is the sign in so slow??gosh!!!stupid shit msn!!!!
huh!!!i guess thts enough for 2day huh??