screw me..

aww!!!!i don't wanna talk bout him anymore....but i'm getting hurt because of this f**ked up guy..he says {screw u!!mangkuk!!bongok!!}he says he wanna rape me as well...huh!!!as if i'm scared??!!bla!!i replied "come la if u dare"..i know i know i'm insane n my stupidity level has increase..increase by 50% which means its 100% rite now..*sweats*
this fucker ask me to pay bec his RM9 n i said monday la as i'm fucking broke this week..wonder where has my money gone???i din eat or buy much this week..oh yeah its those notes n books that i need to photocopy..man!!!this sem i spend almost RM200 on books..wht the hell??shit!!as if i will read them..oh yeah bec to the story...he say cannot!!must pay 2day or else i will rape u..so i answered him as i mention jus now la..huh!!c!!he's such a pervert guy!!he's sucks!!bloody shit guy!!!sorry i'm not trying to be rude or being mean but i just can't control my feelings..sorry sorry..he dont mean it yah..he's just kidding n me too..though i got feelings towards him but it dun mean i will willing to be rape by him..ok not gonna go in details bout tht..
i came bec frm college and was totally exhausted...plan to sleep but i din get a chance to do so..as usual,as i reach home,the 1st thing i wud do is switch on the pc..n then msn chat..after watching tv,wanted to eat dinner..when i open the rice cooker,i dun feel like eating..i was telling myself not to eat..i'm on diet...hence i din eat..
at nite,i went down chatting n 'lepakking' wit gm,john n tracy..i was so so so hunnnnnnngggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyyy at tht time but i just tahan la...then i went bec at bout 11p.m.i eat sum biscuits n now i'm here online n writing blog..writing such boring blog..
guess what i wanna do now????i wanna whack ppl kau kau esp tht idiot..i'm still thinking hard 'why do i fall for him??'????????????????he's not my type at all..he got all the bad points i mentioned b4..the worse part is he alw ignore me..i guess he think that i'm such a nuisance..even that happens,i will non stop disturbing him until he feels fed up..perhaps i'm the 1 who got fed up wit him...actually i felt really frustrated wit his idiotic attitude..whenever i try to be nice,he will make me angry n i can't control myself to say pervert things to him..i felt strange..he only treat me this way but not other ppl..to other ppl,he looks so gud n kind...bleah~~the weirdo part is when i dun disturb him,he cum disturb me..but thts only for a while..ahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
huhhu....i felt so dizzy now..must be lotss of typing error n grammar mistakes...huh!!anywayz...gonna sleep now........................................zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....................................