plse tell me that i'm not in l*** with him

huuhu...am i in love wit him???but how,why,when n what makes me in love wit him??am i crazy??he's not a good guy to me at all..he got nothing special to me..we're not really close tho.but but.....i have sum feelings to him.i remembered once when he seems like don't want to talk to me,i felt so hmm....sad...bleah~~i know i know ITS LAME!!i seems annoying to him but i wud non stop disturbing him though he scolded me...i guess sumthing is wrong with me..i will always wanna see him or chat wit him..huh!!!i wanna become more closer to him.and i think he's not interested to chat wit me huh!!!he got many bad points which i can name..

-->always act stupid though he's bloody smart..nerd is best word to describe him as he alw ... ... ....
-->alw say me *** which i dun reli mind la
-->i tink he's such a small gas fella
-->he's kinda selfish i guess but sometimes he's helpful
-->he looks blur{huh!!same like me...hehe}
-->he's huh!!!just dont feel right to choose him as my crush ler......
-->i still longing for his attention-->is this one of his bad points?????wakkaka


hmm....2day i felt quite ok in class..not tht boring!!!not that left out
already..hope evryday will be better than this...erm is this a rite sentence??bleah..*sigh*2day i saw syamsul's tongue piercing..omg!!!though it's gross but i think its cool..i wish to have 1 then i don't need a tooth pick..lol!!that's what louie say..haha!!think of syamsul,it makes me wanna laugh..he's so so cute n he's so so shy...lol!!ok forget bout the cute guy..

adeline ffk me...ajak me go sp but end up she can't make it..huh!!!nvm la..i oso freaking tired today..and i'm so pk liao...*sigh*

wahhh my dearest bb cum online finally..i damn freaking miss her for the pass few weeks....aww!!!I MISS BB!!!!i got loads of stuff to pat wit her...but weird thing is i can't say it in msn{i mean i dunno how 2 explain}..i hope she can come out hang out wit me more often la..i dowan to lose my bb..i love her lots...i'm worry that we can no longer be that close anymore..i have too many frens who treat me like that..this make me freaking hurt!!i'd lost my 5years bestie n i dowan to lose any of my close frens anymore...i wanna keep in touch wit them..i need frens badly!!!i'm lonely..without frens,i can't survive...actually can la...but a human without frens,there's meaningless rite???hmm...in my opinion la...

oh shit i havent read a thing for econs presentation....i felt so bad!!!soo will screw me!!i really dowan to give him a impression that i'm useless or i'm a loser...i know he aim for perfect in studies..i hope i can be compatible with him for the presentation..*sweats*presention is still quite far away...its in august!!!aww!!!my birthday!!it remind me that i will have my exam on my b'day...sad~~

well well time to sleep!!!the time now is 12.45a.m.i've been sleeping late lately....*sweats*