i'm afraid

omg tomolo its monday again which means bec to college..
i dunno y i jus hate to go bec college??i jus hate to go bec there frm mon-thurs..
maybe i'm afraid tht i could not cope wit the subjects n could not get along wit my frens..i hate P.I.O simply because i dowan to be in the same group as the twins..its not because i hate them,but i feel like there's a pressure to be in the group..i felt lik i'm a loser as i do ntg in the group..i just hate the feeling..
the another thing i terrified most is bout the drama..till now,i din do anything{i mean i havent act out anything}..i'm afraid of criticsm!!i'm the 1 who insist to act miss ang's role but yet i cannot do it good!!seriously i dunno how to act miss ang n the dialogue is not clear enough..furthermore,everytime i stay bec for ntg..i do ntg!!i seems helpless in the drama!!how would ppl look at me??ppl will tink i'm useless!!