shocked

tis morning i was chatting wit a fren..
i was telling him i am very nervous cos i got a presentation on tues..
uhuh~~presentation to u guys might seems nothing to worry about but to me,it totally freaks me out especially economics.i gotta understand all the terms and hmm whatever in the topic.gosh!!to be honest,i havent read through my notes yet.ystdy nite only i went searching info about monetary policy.but 1 thing gud is tht tis is a group work,so i hope soo will answer the questions 4 me.i'm afraid tht if sum1 interupt,then i will forget evrything..man~~then i gotta read exactly frm the paper.
hmm....let's stop talkin bout my freaky presentation...!
i was asking tis fren y din he approve my testi.it's kinda long testi u know???at 1st,i was jus asking for fun.but but...he wanna explain sumthing.he told me tht he broke up ler wit the girl!huh!!i was so shocked!he said he can't try loving tis girl.i totally understand the girl's feeling.hmm...tis remind me of twon feng.last time when i break up wit twon feng,he told me tht he tried to love me but at last he go bec to his lover.huh!maybe tht time i was so immature to tink tht it's ok!but not now!to me,love is not sumthing tht can be force...maybe can~~but u wont be happy!!so whts the point....???no matter how much a person love u but u dun love the person,plse dun try to love the person tht love u very much.tht wont work!trust me!love come naturally frm the heart.dun couple wit a person when u dun have feelings to them.
i alw say love is blind simply b'cos i can't believe tht i'm in love wit an idiotic guy.but as i know him more,i know y i'm in love wit him.i love his straight forward attitude n i love the way he is..he seems like dun care about anything but act he do.rmbr "love is blind" is only temporary...!
uhuh~~can u understand wht i wrote???nvm!!i know it's a bit messy...biasala kan ccl's blog?????!!!