happy birthday 2 anh

2day is anh's birthday,she's from vietnam...we're having a party 4 her during d break time...we ordered pizza n overall they r havin fun..but i'm not reli in d fun..i dunno y??i felt left out n perhaps ppl dun like me or they tink i'm not sporting enuf...
until 2day i still feel very lifeless..i wonder when can i recover??i feel much better when i tell evrythng 2 tiffany...i felt so sorry cos las time i assume she's a very cocky gal..but,now i get 2 know her better n she's a good listener..she do give good advise too...i felt so thankful 2 kno her..perhaps tis is wat we call 'yuen fen' 2 be fren..
ok!!2dy tats all frm me...actuali yesterday i wanted 2 blog bout sum matters but i failed 2 do so due 2 sum technical probs..
huhu~~tis blogger thingy is kinda lik my diary..no1 reads it except me...wahaha...i'm goin crazy gain~

i'm sad

well i got my results 2 days ago..i've nvr expect 2 get 6a's.i thought i'll be gettin onli 3a's.however,it turn out 2 be quite ok.i'm quite satisfied wit it though it's not d best if u compare 2 ppl who get straight a's.i'm not trying 2 show off or wht but i jus wanna blog tis matter..i felt quite uneasy wit my life.it's pretty boring!!y??even when i get quite ok results,no1 is ther 2 share wit me.though many ppl{my family members} congrats me,but i still feel lonely n meaningless.now i kno gettin good results in spm is totally meaningless 2 me.i dunno since when my life start 2 become so blank..reli blank,i've no direction n i feel lik being left out.y is d world leaving me alone?i'm reli afraid of tis feeling n i tink tis is not quite rite.huh!i jus dunno how 2 explain it.since when my life become so lame??i've no frens 2 share my hapiness..i've even lost a bestfren..wht else??most of them seems not happy wit their results..wht can i say??i reli dunno!i'll rather keep my mouth shut bout it or else ppl wil start hav bad thoughts of me.i wud say i'm jus lucky 2 get such results.but,i do put effort in it.though its not 100%,i wud say 65%..
suddenly i think of a guy tht i **** him 4 bout a yr...i jus cnt stop thinkin of him...i dunno y n when he appears in my heart..i kno its impossible between us but i still cnt stop thinking of him..my frens ask me 2 4get bout tis guy's excistance but i reli cnt do it..i've tried many times but no1 can replace him 4 now.i jus wanna see n talk 2 him as if we're close frens but tht oso hardly 2 be possible..life is so so sooo complicated n i'm leading a DAMN f***ed up life..
when wil my life be better??i jus wish 2 lead a simple life n have a couples of good frens tht can share my sadness n happiness 2gether..at least i can tel them probs..is tht so hard?m i so hard 2 get along wit?
i reli miss hi skool..seriously i gotta admit tis..maybe u wud tink i'm kinda lame but yes!!i'm a lamer..many ppl dowan 2 get bec 2 hi skool life when thy entered coll but not me..i reli miss evry moments in hi skool..i mean d good memories la of cos..evry1 of my frens who entered coll seems vry differen..it's like thy become another person or maybe i'm too sensitive..i'm not like tht las time but now my life has become so damnn dull...
omg!!God...i gotta thank u 4 giving me such ok results but i reli hope i wud find myself{d real ccl}...is tht too much frm me??huh!!i dunno,i guess not..
well...tht's all crapness frm me..guess no1 wil read my blog..

cool man

l8 2 class

gosh!!i woke up damn l8 2day..i woke up at 8o'clock!!damn!!i took taxi 2 coll..
n i'm late 4 IT class..actuali i plan 2 skip IT class..n i bot mihun at 7elevn 4my breakfast..i plan 2 eat at d cafeteria..while i was waitin4d lift,i saw Gdah..so,i din eat my mihun.we enter d sd lab at bout 10..miss cheng was lik "y r u al so l8 ah??"well..v jus ignore her n find a place 2 sit..so,we jus copy d file frm min yee..ok!!aft tat,i was totally blur on wht miss cheng said..thn i keep askin Gdah...i'm reli sorry4disturbing u!!n not to be forgotten 2 mr henry n mr melvyn 4 helpin me 2 fix it..thankss lot!!
later thy start talkin bout wushu topic n 3 guys r so interested 2 chat wit me..n d funny thing is henry came over n ask me bout wushu stuff..cos normally he wont talk 2 me.thn li i kno he oso join wushu b4..tats cool man!!

i love wushu very very much..i want 2 get bec 2 wushu life..

this loving lions gimme inspiration 2 love wushu...

i would like 2 go bec 2 wushu life but it's impossible..i've been playin d lion once upon a time wit my so-called bestfren but she disappoint me..she rather hav her so-called admirers thn a bestfren.

FC 30

YEAH TIS IS MY CLASSMATES..
frm front left 2 right : suet lynn,nicol,anh,vivian,dodo,ruzainie,yau sheng,joanne n yee hui
2nd row : me,casyne,min yee,lois,ck,meei foon,wilson{beside m.foon} n juin seong{beside wilson}
third row : samsul,melvyn n henry
last row : azy,andreanna n alesha
photograher : louie
fc 30 rox~

examss

talkin bout exam,it can reli make me F***ing sick..SPM results is comin out..evry1 who took spm las yr(05) were talkin bout it..i damn worry bout it though u might say 2me,it's meaningless as i aledi enter coll..haha..my forecast results r fantastic..tats y i can get in.however,i kno tat my real result won be tat fantastic..i've done badly..seriously!!i jus hope tat i'll pass my ad maths n get credit 4 al my sub..if can at least hav sum a's
well again i done badly 4 my test..it's english test..though d question looks ez bt i prove myself wrong..i onli get 9/15%.tats damn sux man..i mus find ways 2 improv english..miss irene is rite..we dun hav d rights 2 feel sad on our results if we din do sumting2achieve better results.
huh!!tmr is another test comin up!!it's economics test..MCQ-20questions..again it sounds ez bt MCQ can be real dangerous.it's either u kno or dunno d answer.n u gotta play wit makin choices..as u al kno,makin choices in life is nt as ez as we tot..
anyway...tats d end of d blog 2day...