growin fungus

huhuh holidays is so unpleasant for me...
hmmm maybe thts the effect of boredom..
i tend to tink too much n make myself so miserable..
i began to feel tht i'm lonely n no1 care for me.
even worse,i feel tht i got no frens.argh!!!whts wit me???
i'm being a paranoid!!!!
i miss my frens frm hi skool n oso college peeps...
i realise i can't stand alone,i nid companion...
at the same time,i notice tht i din reli appreciate it when they're wit me..
oh i'm so contradict!!!
life is lik tht,it can be complicated yet so simple.
*wht the heck m i crapping here???*
okies back off!!!!