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nowadays i'm so lost!!!
i reli dunno wht i want!!!
i simply feel so stressful n my head is like gonna burst!!!
where's all my beloved???
my beloved r my best buddies!!!they r all busy wit their stuffs rite now..
i cnt c my dear dear as often like as i work in goggles ler...
tis is y i felt sad to leave goggles...
actually i miss working wit nicky too...i tink she's kinda nice though she 24/7 full of UNHEALTHY words!
as i said earlier,i work not mainly b'cos of money...i dun mind the salary is low,i jus wanna kill time besides earning sum money to put into my bank!
i've been quite stressful while working n sum frens claim tht i've change!
1st of all,i wanna know how i changeD???seriously i dun tink there's any negative changes in me.

aft qutting goggles,i felt even more lost....
i began to feel boring,lonely n STRESS!
recently i've start driving to college..
well...aft 2 months having car,i finally got the guts to drive to college..
~sigh~
i know i might sound foolish to say tis,but i jus can't help it..
i'm reli afraid of driving!!!my dad told me tht mistakes on the road cnt be forgiven!!it's between life n death...
gosh!!!it sounds eeeewwWWW=scary!!!therefore,i mus be damn alert!
i'm hoping tht i'll have safely journey evryday~~~~