dull day

i'm so sleepy for the whole day!!!i'm freaking tired!!!i'm fucking bored!!!
ystdy i plan to stay up to study p.i.o n guess wht i fall asleep at about 2sumthing.fuck it!!!y m i so un-motivated???argh!!

2day is a pretty dull day!!i dunno y but i jus feel tht i'm so lost n i'm not interested in anything.sumtimes i wonder whts in my mind???maybe i miss him a lot..aww~!!wtf???

hmmm...aft class,cas cried again b'cos of him..i felt so sad to c her lik tht.but too bad i can't do anything to cheer her up.no1 will understand her feelings well besides herself.ystdy she told me she rather lik me hav a childish relationship{he can fool around wit me n nvr avoid me} but when u're in my situation,u wont wan tis kinda relationship anymore..i felt lonely too when he doesn't fool around wit me+we seldom or rather nvr hang out b4..we only sms n msn+gaduh-ing...human beings r lik tht.they often c ppl's happiness but not their own..*sigh* tis including me,ccl!!

well well...azy the black bear is there for her but too bad he's jus a shoulder to lean on.huhuhuhu...2day is a pretty lame day!!!sorry to say tht!!at 1st i plan to go home early to study my fucking p.i.o!!hmmm...but i just can't leave cas alone though gdah n azy is ther 4 her..i jus feel bad!!so i tend to stay..we ate lunch at yoshinoya..ssshhhh~~~las fri i just ate at yoshinoya!!!aft tht we watch pirates of the caribbean..~yea!again!!~n guess wht....my purse left only 6 bucks for another fucking 2 days[tomolo n thurs]...argh!!nvm!!!i slept in the cinema 70% of the time..n man~~its freakin cold..i have gotta stuff my hands in my bag...*sigh*

finally...go home at 6 n reach home at 6.45..not bad huh???aft taking bath n settle down,i went to sleep again.gosh~~P.I.O ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!then daddy came bec at 9 n mom make noise ask me to eat dinner...i dowan to eat but hav to oso.damn it!!n now i got terrible headache...i am waiting for him to appear but hmmm....he din appear at all tonite.its ok!!!i bet he's being a nerd now...100%!but but....i miss him loads....nvm!!tomolo i will seeing his idiotic look again..huhuhuhu..i hate him for asking me to accept other ppl..i'm confused whts his motive???argh!!!forget bout it..man~~he sms me...uhuh~~

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