adakah bumi sdg berputar???

huhuhuhuh.....
y is all my frens oso got problems nowadays???
i felt terrible sad b'cos of them..i dowan to c any of them to be so sad...
maybe i've been through all the sadness till i dun have any feelings towards things that happen to me now.
i wanted to cry out loud but y not tears frm my eyes??sumtimes i feel lik i'm so cruel!!!i dun wan to be lik tis...i dowan to hold my tears..it is much painful than anything..i wish i can release all my temper on a sandbag like las time in wushu..thats y i love wushu loads.it is gud to release stress....tht day cas n gdah said i'm strong n i can bertahan though i'm hurt...hmmm..i can tell u seriously i'm not as strong as u c!!no1 know the pain in my heart!!being the youngest in the family n having 2 stepmoms+2 stepbrothers isnt anything to be proud of.loving sum1 tht dun luv me isnt anything great too...having many "cum n go" frens is ntg special either...tell me wht shud i do????i felt like i'm a loser!!!
i know i'm childish to post tis blog but i jus can't help it!@!
i hope my frens will be fine soon.
cas,gm,tracy,adel,cs n evry1.....