i'm so dead

omg!!!
wht is in ur mind,ccl???
i'm so stress up!!!
finals is jus around the corner n i've wasted how many days not studying???
my mind is keep telling me 2 study....ccl!!!study study study!!!
but but....when i open the book,i got shocked!cos i dun understand a thing!damn it!can any1 help me???
gosh i dunnno wht i do in tis whole semester 2>????wht have i learnt???lolz~~
i know ntg bout economics!!!i dunno wht to study though mr wong gave sum tips n i got the pass yr question.but how???how to start???gosh it may sound funny or weird!!but seriously can any1 tell me how to study econs???i'm so dead n i dowan to fail my econs.i use to get A 4 econs in my hi skool.but!!so wht???now its totally different econs tht i've learnt!
2day we got our results 4 acc!man~~i cnt believe it....i done badly!!i consider tht very bad!29.5/50!!!means i gotta get 40/50 in finals...can tht be possible??i dun dare to think of it???acc is my 1 n only hope to get A n shit!i screwed up!!perhaps i being too over confident ler!huhuhuhuh....i wanna cry!!!
exams!exams!exams!
it is killling me now!!!i dun wanna live anymore....awww!!!!{jkla)
aku geram ni!!y is my brain so slow n sumtimes it dun work properly!!!gosh i'm so stupid ni!!!!belasah la me!!!!
god!!!!plse let me pass sem 2,i dowan to retake!!!