its about him n her

he-i have fallen in love wit tis guy since sem 2.it was few months ago n the feelings has even grow frm like to love!too bad...it is an impossible relationship.we can be only frens!!i understand tis pretty well n i dun hope anything frm him since the day i love him.perhaps many of u will be wondering whts the point of loving a guy who dun love u!maybe i'm too stupid to do tis,i jus wanna love him n be real close frens wit him..he's not any special but i jus love the way he is.

till 2day,i realise tht it is very hurting when u do sumthing tht ppl dun appreciate!the words like "wht i care??" is even hurting n i feel lik HELL@_@!!i dunno whether he mean it or not but it really matters to me.i felt lik i'm a loser for doing stupid things b'cos of him.though i did not do anything BIG for him but if i could,i will!

i wanted to let go my feelings for him..i dowan to be any stupid anymore!can i do it???till now,i'm not sure but guess i will 1 day.i dunno how long will it take to cure the pain n sadness??i hope it will be soon.!!

{hahahha!!tis entry i save as draft for about a month alredi...now only rmbr to post oh!!sigh~~aiyooo....ccl ni dah busy ma}